.. just when you do not want
you find yourself with a mind sobbuglio
and a desire that never comes
apathy, apathy rogue
a walk, a laugh, a phone call, (a scrapbooking)
of a life which is narrow and runs,
but that gives you everything!
is so long that my head is full of too many things, but lacks the will to do me a lot .. will be the classic "calm after the storm" .. that will finally have had the second child (a ) after more than 2 years of sustained efforts gone wrong, has sparked tension, fear, disbelief that I have overwhelmed the form of extreme confusion and inadequacy .. I do not know, maybe I'm just meteopatica, maybe I just have to figure out who I am and what I want (that Stordy! you're a mom, a wife, a daughter, a daughter, a sister-...??).
I just wanted to leave (for a while ') a sign of this time, maybe write and / or read will help me ..
(Friday, following a superficial post-operative, is dead grandmother rose, mo husband's grandmother, great grandmother of my children would have done .. the 28febbraio 96anni, was healthy, alert and present a real envy for those who are bruised: p tomorrow [Monday] will be the funeral, which I can not take part: '(because it is influenced Patat .. today I went to the funeral, made me feel it this way, I cried, I loved, loved me)
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